This isn't written to anyone who would read this blog...

Coercion. Look it up.

I remember now. It came to me when I saw you again. Or maybe it was always there. It made me sad to remember, but I'm coming out of it now. Don't worry, this won't change our relationship. I still love you. You are an asshole, but I love you.

For those of you who are reading this: You are all considered my friends, but I have provided all of the details I'm willing to give on this subject. Don't ask me about it - not here or in any other contact we may have. I needed an outlet and this is mine. Nuff said.