Gah!

Nevermind about that course change. I guess I'm just not THAT motivated.

A lot has happened in my life since I last posted. I'm losing my job, for one. My company has decided to outsource the work I do to another company, leaving me (and about 100 others) scratching our heads and asses as we wonder what's next for us. I'm frantically looking for a job, but frantic isn't good enough. Nothing is happening for me on that front.

Life just simply sucks right now. I'm sorry if this bums you out to hear, but it does. I can't begin to tell you what else sucks - just assume what could go wrong is going wrong. I feel myself slipping into the darkness where I don't want to go.

It feels like life has me by the neck and is tossing me around. All the while, I'm supposed to make rational decisions that impact my whole family?

This morning, I had had enough of it. I got the kids dressed and got them out of the house before we all got sucked into our do-nothing routines. We ate breakfast at Chick-fil-A then went to a movie. It was just us and it was fun.

This is the end of this post and I would usually end it saying something like "sorry this post was such a bummer", but I'm really not. Life is a bummer and this is all I can give right now.

Hey you! Get off my lawn! Gah!